Day 161: Self-Forgiveness 1 - 100

1. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not love myself.

 

2. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear and judge self-forgiveness as difficult.

 

3. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take self-forgiveness seriously.

 

4. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what will happen if I apply self-forgiveness correctly, adequately.

 

5. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the use and the value of self-forgiveness.

 

6. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe self-forgiveness is only theoretical and not practical.

 

7. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to do self-forgiveness for others instead of doing it for myself.

 

8. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that unless I apply self-forgiveness for myself, it will be of no value.

 

9. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others will think of my self-forgiveness statements.

 

10. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that it doesn’t matter what others think of me.

 

11. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear it is too late for me to apply self-forgiveness.

 

12. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that it doesn’t matter how long self-forgiveness is, but what’s the content in it.

 

13. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failing or “fucking up” with self-forgiveness.

 

14. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am free to create myself as the best that I can be.

 

15. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to rush doing self-forgiveness.

 

16. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I can apply self-forgiveness at my own pace.

 

17. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame my past for my present instead of understanding it and changing it.

 

18. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that the past cannot be changed but it can be understood and processed effectively so that it doesn’t affect me now.

 

19. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that drugs are not the way in life.

 

20. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that unless I live self-forgiveness, it is useless.

 

21. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that self-honesty is the key with self-forgiveness.

 

22. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that mistakes are part of the learning process.

 

23. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes.

 

24. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don’t learn from my wins but from my mistakes.

 

25. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I succeed on my attempt, then I am winning, and if not, I am failing, when it is not about that at all.

 

26. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that life would be boring if everything I did succeeded.

 

27. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that if I think I don’t need self-forgiveness, then I am failing.

 

28. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am never truly alone.

 

29. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the divide between the dead and the living.

 

30. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be dead instead of realizing and understanding that life is where I have to be, for now.

 

31. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am far more useful alive than dead.

 

32. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being dead.

 

33. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to overlook Jesus’ message instead of applying it in my life unconditionally.

 

34. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear getting old.

 

35. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that unless I stand up for myself, nothing and no one will.

 

36. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing freestyles and forgiveness unconditionally.

 

37. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am the same as Jesus, Buddha, and all others.

 

38. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear putting goals so big that I don’t know if I will be able to achieve them.

 

39. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I have been given life exactly the same way as all others, including the greatest.

 

40. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having my things stolen.

 

41. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself and what I say.

 

42. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be grounded with myself here.

 

43. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am the breath of life.

 

44. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not live what I preach, making it useless.

 

45. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Ruben.

 

46. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear who I really am and live suppressed instead.

 

47. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself and my self-expression.

 

48. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am awesome.

 

49. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am the best.

 

50. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I can be the best version of myself in this life.

 

51. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being killed by people who disagree with me, like Jesus.

 

52. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that being killed for saying what I think is right and true is an honor.

 

53. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I will not be killed for saying the truth.

 

54. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that death is an illusion.

 

55. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I must be grateful for everything I’ve gone through.

 

56. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that self-forgiveness, as life, is not about getting it right or wrong, but about self-honesty and application.

 

57. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that friends can be supportive or an impediment depending on the relationship.

 

58. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mess up my count to a hundred.

 

59. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that everything that happened in my life, even losses, is specific for me to stand up and change forever.

 

60. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not apply self-forgiveness more often.

 

61. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to apply self-forgiveness because I am dead.

 

62. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to die to show others what not to do instead of living as an example of what to do.

 

63. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that negative examples are everywhere but real living examples are rare and needed.

 

64. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand my own power.

 

65. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that if I am never alone, I should start acting like it.

 

66. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I must show myself and others that my father didn’t die in vain.

 

67. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that everything that happened is specific.

 

68. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tell life to do whatever it takes to make me stand up instead of standing up myself.

 

69. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be obsessed with women instead of focusing on myself first.

 

70. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that once I work on myself, I will find someone who matches me.

 

71. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am okay even without a partner.

 

72. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to finish things fast.

 

73. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am capable of much more than I think.

 

74. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am from Earth and the same as all others.

 

75. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that equality is what matters and all else is noise.

 

76. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in separation as if we are different, when we are not.

 

77. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am capable of doing what’s best even if I’m not doing what others are doing.

 

78. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand the level of specificity it will take to change the system.

 

79. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what changing the system entails.

 

80. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to change myself first and foremost.

 

81. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to do self-forgiveness as a show for others instead of doing it for myself.

 

82. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that unless I do it for myself, self-forgiveness will not be effective.

 

83. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that we are in this for life.

 

84. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose sight of the vision that everyone is equal.

 

85. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that death is the great equalizer between everyone on Earth.

 

86. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not put the same effort at the end as I do at the beginning of tasks.

 

87. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that if I don’t succeed in changing myself, many others will suffer as well.

 

88. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the responsibility I have in walking myself to life.

 

89. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living until old age due to body aches.

 90. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I can welcome all pains as they help me to change.

 91. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that the joy is not in the end, but in the process.

 92. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the process has an end.

 93. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am not a baby anymore and I have responsibilities.

 94. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want someone to take care of me instead of me caring for others.

 95. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I am free to the extent that I give freedom.

 96. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that by giving I receive equally.

 97. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that life is about expression, not money.

 98. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that it’s not about blaming money, but redesigning how it works.

 99. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that this life is more important than I think.

 100. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I should care for everyone else as I care for myself equally.

Day 160: I Am the Same Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

No matter what happens I must be the same 'Yesterday, today and tomorrow', I cannot let events change me or anything else. I've seen that 'fame' tend to change me, basically I become more stupid lol and also worries about the future make me 'constrict' instead of walking with my head straight no matter what.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I must be the same yesterday, today and tomorrow - as Jesus said

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to let 'fame' change me

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to let 'external attention' change me

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am capable of being the same yesterday, today and tomorrow

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I have 'some' time to apply myself to live so that I am the same always  - yesterday, today and tomorrow

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy about finding ways to live what's best for all starting from myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if I am Not the same yesterday, today and tomorrow = I have a problem

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I should not fear the future as it never arrives

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that the future is simply the continuation of the present

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that all that I am is Here and that's where I must apply all of myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand both Past and Future do not exist one is past and the other is yet to come

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am Here no matter what always

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself because of the/my past instead of forgiving it and letting it go unconditionally

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am unconditionally Here no matter what happens

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see nothing that can happen is unsumournable and only death is final

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to change wether it is Yesterday, Today or Tomorrow

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to match the unconditionality of Life

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see that = To be Life I have to do like Life does

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that to do what Life does I have to Give as I would like to Receive

Day 159: Overcoming Resistance and Fear

 

 I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe my own limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not my limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear never being able to overcome my limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am not alone

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have me

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear resistance

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I have to be okay with experiencing resistance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and undrestand that resistance does not mean impossibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand  that resistance is the compass that indicates where should I go

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to respond to resistance with avoidance instead of application/facing resistance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to be grateful to resistance as it show me where to go

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that fear is an illusion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for fear instead of facing fear head on

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am capable of facing my fear

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can act despite fear

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am more than capable to face and overcome resistance and fear by acting despite of it all

I commit myself to remind myself that my resistances show me the way to go

I commit myself to remind myself that I should go where I resist

I commit myself to show myself that fear is an illusion

I commit myself to show myself I can go where I resist

Day 158: On Principle

I don't do things for likes, although is an 'ego boost' - best to act on Principle, the principle of what is Best for All, if people like it, good, if not - it does not matter, because not everyone will like it, we have to simply be the majority of people.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want recognition for my vlogs and blogs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be liked

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not like myself and look for acceptance and being liked outside of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am okay without recongnition

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have to accept myself  - all of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dislike myself over the years, instead of nurturing the initial self love I had for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not love myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am allright the way I am - with all my flaws

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am enough and do not need validation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be recognized instead of recognizing myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise ans understand that even if only one person watch my content, it is worth it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that more views does not mean more quality of the material

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if I say the thruth it will not be pretty or acclaimed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is false that I have to get views to be someone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should share unconditionally

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to stop if I don't get likes instead of being self-motivated

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I don't need external approval

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should do what I see is Best for All and that's it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not enough

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not valid

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give up on loving myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am worth loving

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe it is valid to hate myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am not alone

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I must stop hating myself

I commit myself to investigate the reasons why I don't love myself and stop them

I commit myself to remind myself that I am lovable

I commit myself to remind myself I have to love myself first - before loving anyone else

Day 157: Do - Never Try

Have the patience to become better;

If you 'Try' hard and do not succeed then you can get frustrated. 

Best to not try but instead Do so no matter what the outcome, you did your best. 

Because if you try it is a form of self sabotage because when/if it doesn't work you created a negative memory that will result in more easily Giving Up, and one should Never Give Up. 

Don't half-ass it. Never try - rather do to the best of your hability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to half-ass it when I percieve something is difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself by judging something as difficult

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have things easier instead of working for being better

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense of the phrase 'don't wish it were easier, wish you were better'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is best to not give 'logical explanations' for giving up, either I do something or I don't, no excuses

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am not here to get/have things be easy

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and undrestand that difficulty is only a perception

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I can become better to be able to do so called 'difficult things'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to resist my reality instead of accepting that something is difficult to me at the moment for example a task at the job

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I do things usually that others regard as difficult like writing a blog

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that labeling something as difficult is an excuse to not give it my all

I commit myself to give it my all even when I percieve something as difficult

I commit myself to remind myself that 'difficult' things will make me expand myself

I commit myself to remind myself that difficult is something personal that I must overcome

Day 156: When No One is Watching?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to behave different when I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that everything is known at All times

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be entertaining if someone is watching when I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to live for others instead of for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am destined to fail

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself to fulfill my prophecy - self fulfilled prophecy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I should not change my behaviour when I am alone or if I think someone is watching

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a big deal of what I do in my life

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not having any money

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am one amongst billions

I forgive myself that I have acceepted and allowed myself to have a worldview where I am central

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I can create a good life for myself and support others as well

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see that I come first

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others that I regard as more than to plan my life

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see falling for behavior addictions is giving up

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I can stand up for myself and for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not redirect my energy into creativity instead of destruction/addiction

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be ashamed of my living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be greateful for my past that thanks to it I am where I am now

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I can be and become much more than what I think I can

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge awareness living as heavy and difficult when it is not so in fact

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I will be ok

I commit myself to remind myself that living with awareness is best

I commit myself to remind myself autopilot living is not good

I commit myself to breathe and be aware of breath as much as possible

I commit myself to practice integrity - doing what's best even when 'alone'

Day 155: When Not Loving the Past

Sometimes I am a bit annoyed - that's the word - when I am observing the past or what 'has just happened' because I don't like it, I judge the past, immediate or late past. Then I realize, hey, the past that 'just happened' has lead me to be here where I am now, where I have 'immense power' to change, to create my future in the present.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist to my past, immediate or distant past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be grateful for all my past happenings and experiences as they led me to where I am now - where I can create anew

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand all that happened to me has led me to where I am now, capable of change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see it is up to me to say 'enough is enough' to whatever it is I dislike of my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is up to me to in every breath bury the old and birth the new

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that the 'lessons' from the past will be enough when I decide they are enough

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the power in the word decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that from the shit grows the plant - thus my past can be however it is but I can make it grow into a beatiful life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not rejoice at where I am now - always clinging to the past that I cannot change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not  see, realise and understand I will stop reacting to my past when I decide and see it made me arrive where I am now - and for that I am grateful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that change is a decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it will be too difficult to change everything of me - not seeing, realising and understanding one can do everything one breath at a time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be hard on myself for my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I must be grateful to my past  as it made me arrive where I am, no matter how dark and ugly

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my past instead of forgiving it and letting it go

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I can change the future doing what is best in every moment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am capable of being and becoming the best version of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that without accepting the future, forgiving and forgetting - I cannot create the future that is Best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I can do, be and become so much more than what I am currently doing and experiencing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not immediately forgive and forget the past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to control the future instead of focusing on Here and being flexible with whatever happens, that in turn can be blessings in disguise

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept and forgive and forget my past

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see the joy that comes with accepting my past

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand it is not how many times I fall but how many times I stand up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cycle my falls, repeat them instead of learning, changing and letting go

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I don't have to repeat my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand the power of change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that repeating the past is a decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not decide what is best for All - and thus for me - in every moment of breath