Day 180: Complex Subjects

Facing/studying complex subjects I should fear not, for I can take it in bite sized portions and use tools to help me in learning it. Recently I've been studying a vast subject and have been a bit discouraged by slow progress, I see I don't have to judge my progress and instead build on the building blocks of the subject until I have achieved mastery of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to learn L in a day

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that anything of worth needs careful study

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I must be comfortable with discomfort

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that complexity becomes easy with sustained attention

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not 'having what it takes' to learn complex subjects

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself learning L

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am capable of learning anything

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I already have patience enough to Learn anything

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I have the tools to learn anything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that it is simple to learn something

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to want to learn L without dedication

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe things must be available instantly like fast food

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see the value in learning things that take time to master

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am more patient than I think

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to work my job if I study into the night

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand I am ready to learn anything

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that wether I believe I am ready or not I am both correct

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that if I do everything totally there is no fail possible

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to hold back when 'doing things'

I commit myself to remind myself I can learn anything

I commit myself to remind myself everything is possible

I commit myself to remind myself 'impossible' is I'm Possible