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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear
writing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to
write great blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone
writing blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge
myself by not writing blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not
being able to continue posting
daily.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to no trust
myself in writing myself in blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to
please others with my writings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want
others to like my blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put excuses to not have to write the blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
procrastinate in writing the blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself into not writing blogs.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to supress
myself by not writing daily.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see
writing daily as a chore and task instead of seeing it as a point of
opportunity for self-expansion.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mislead
myself to judge writing as a duty instead of seeing it as an opportunity to
explore and change myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up
myself to the mind in not writing/not writing daily.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take
the opportunity to myself that is writing daily.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand
that there is no use in having an opportunity at hand such as writing as a tool
or self forgiveness as a tool if I do not utilize it effectively.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted
and allowed myself to give myself the opportunity to write myself and forgive
myself and correct myself in-depth for real.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted
and allowed myself to see that by judging what I have to do as boring and dull
I have made my life boring and dull.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to judge writing as dull.
I commit myself to daily writing as an
opportunity that I take as a gift I give to myself to take for what it is, an
opportunity to explore and expand myself.
I commit myself to write the next day if
I miss a day of writing.
I commit myself to utilize the tools of
writing, self forgiveness and practical applications from the starting point of
assisting me and expanding me instead of seeing it as a chore or duty that is
dull.
I commit myself to remind myself that
each and every taks that I commit myself to do is a point of opportunity to expand myself – such as studying, writing or any other physical task.
I commit myself to breathe and let go
every time I worry about the end result of a writing and instead apply myself
to convey/express what is here in the moment with the assistance of breathing.
I commit myself to see procrastination
and boredom and inaction for what they are = the relinquishing of an
opportunity to expand myself.
I commit myself to whenever I see a
thought come up of wanting to give up or judge the task I am doing or that I
have to do – say ‘stop’, breathe and open the document to write or take the
physical steps necessary to start the task instead of going in my head in my
mind.
Cool Ruben. A point I've found supporting is to realize that the point of not writing and all of these excuses - even all the experiences of inferiority towards writing, are in fact deliberate. It's something we're doing deliberately. Within the point of seeing the deliberateness, one can bring the point back to self-responsibility and start investigating the origin point of why one is not directing oneself to write - and as such direct oneself to change.
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Yes, this is a key point, seeing the self-responsibility and how I in fact created this. Thanks Anna
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