I was reading a DIP lesson where it is explained that we are
self responsible for the totality of ourselves and I took an example for myself
asking myself why it was that I was anxious every time I looked at the future
of my day seeing all the tasks I have to do – and then I saw that it is because by participating in anxiety in
looking at the tasks I still have to do I allow myself to do the tasks more
superficially and also sometimes allow me to give up on the task and do
another thing to not have to experience the anxiety experience that I created in the first place – thus it’s an excuse to give up self-responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create
and participate in the emotion of anxiety when I see the tasks I have to during
the day to not have to complete them effectively and instead utilize the
anxiety as an excuse to give up self direction and to participate in
procrastination.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to realize that I don’t need an energetic experience like anxiety to move
myself away from or towards doing something – but that I can direct myself Here
as breath in the moment and get the tasks I set myself to do done.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to trust myself that I can walk through the tasks I set for myself in a day.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see that all that I do during the day I have decided to do – as every
movement of my physical body and mind I have to accept and allow for it to be =
it exist through my permission -- directly or indirectly in awareness or not.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see that I can be ruthless in my application – moving from one task to the
other without hesitation – directing me here as breath effectively – being aware
of each movement I do and being specific and direct to the point I am dealing
with.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to apply myself as ruthlessness within the realization that I am everything that
exists – and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed
myself to live the word ruthlessness as me.
I commit myself to whenever I see I am going into the
experience of anxiety at the sight of the tasks I have to do = I stop within
myself, breathe and direct myself to do the next priority task without
hesitation.
I commit myself to whenever I see I am doing a task that is
not priority – stop myself and direct myself to breathe Here and do the priority task.
I commit myself to stop utilizing excuses to give up and
procrastinate on the tasks I have to do –
and instead realize that I decide what I do and I can decide to do what’s best for All and this is the principle I will apply when choosing what I do no matter what –
in ruthlessness – for this I commit myself to remain here as breath and assess if
the task I am doing is in fact the best I can be doing or not – and move myself
accordingly.
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