Day 172: Hard on Myself

 

I see I don't really cheer myself up or give myself credit for my achievements like stopping smoking, it's a change for the better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe being hard on myself is healthy or that it works

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to go easy on myself, easy on me 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I don't know everything

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I am not in control of fate 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in fate  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself do not see, realize and understand that I create my life 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself do not see, realize and understand that I am not less than others 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard others 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to believe I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going back to basics 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I cannot succeed 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to succeed without defining success 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that success is subjective  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand. that I am not my past

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that no one can tell me what to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others outside of myself to tell me what to do 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately sabotage myself when doing what others told me to do

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that I cannot fail others, I am only failing myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fuck up my relationships by not doing what I said I was going to do. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize, and understand that if the rewards are for me, the consequences are also for me of my actions

I commit myself to remind myself I am Here with me always

I commit myself to remind myself there is no need to rush

I commit myseld to go easy on myself whenever I am hard on myself 

I commit myself to remind myself to be kind to myself

Day 138: Wich Way is The Way

Learning is the way, that is for sure, and, at some point unlearning as well, because if what I am doing is not working it means that I have to learn something new, and maybe at the same time unlearn something old - and apply.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for not being successful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as unsuccessful through judging myself through false standards

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not celebrate my life by judging it as unsuccessful through judging it with false standards

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that money is not the only measurement of success

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I change the way I see myself I will keep judging myself - thus limiting myself

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the opportunities that I have in my life

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that unless I stop judging myself I will not be able to see the opportunities that are available for me, right in front of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how self judgements are self limiting/limiting my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that I am in a far better situation than I believe

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that beliefs about myself are also a limitation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that the belief that I am not successful is not true

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that if I have done nothing to have x amount of money, then I will not have x amount of money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have x amount of money instead of doing something to get x amount of money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a failure for having X amount of money instead of seeing that it is impossible I have Y amount of money if I do nothing to have it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that limiting beliefs are limiting indeed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am isolated

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am free, free to change all that I dont like or want to change or improve of my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I apply common sense in my life, nothing will make sense

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do what I have proven myself to work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care about others´ judgements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give importance to others judgements, opinions and sayings about me and what I do