I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live with the autopilot not realizing I Am Here
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that this ‘being here’ has always and will always be
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I don’t have to be ‘the best’ meaning giving the best conversation or other superlative, but simply be me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is fine being silent instead of wanting to be ‘more’ and ‘the best’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have an effect with my words instead of sharing myself unconditionally or having lighthearted talk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be too serious
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my words will have a grandiose outcome instead of simply sharing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is best to be silent than to rant and rave
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the problem is thinking about the self - without the self there is no problem
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have a powerful grandiose self
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see I don’t have to ‘save the world’ - and it is impossible too
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take this burden upon myself of wanting to save the world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to impose to me the burden of guiding or saving others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am a savior instead of seeing I can only ever be an example
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can become an example, and that’s it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see my own living will be the living example that I want others to have
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be an example unto myself - for myself and others