At moments this experience of sadness has come up - for what
I could do but am not doing or did not do in the past of assisting myself. This is a trap to react
to my own situation emotionally, and in doing this I am feeding the mind,
instead of acting on this realization to assist me in every moment to
expand and support me to be and become all that I can in this one life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
react to the realization that I could do much more for me now and in the past by
participating in the emotion of sadness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in self-pity whenever I see that I could do much more for me in my
life.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to stand up for myself wherever I see that I can do more for me.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to participate in my reality in a way that
I can be proud of me - and that I
can look back and see that I have been giving it my All to live within the
principle of doing that which is Best for All.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to apply myself within what I see is best for me to do in common sense to live
effectively.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and alloweed
myself to see that no matter what my situation is, if I am breathing I can
stand up for myself and find a way and do what is Best for All.
Whenever I see that I react to my situation in sadness, I
stop and I breathe. I realize that I am in a very privileged situation where I
have all the support available to stand up for myself and change - there is no
use in reacting emotionally to my situation, as it does not produce a change,
only I can change me through my application consistently.
I commit myself to move make sure that I adress the point of
sadness by investigating and correcting every point where I experience sadness.
Whenever I see that I am participating in self-pity, I stop
and I breathe. I see, realize and understand that self-pity is 'arguing for my
limitations'. Thus, whenever I see I am participating in self-pity, I stop and
direct me to practical application of what needs to be done, and I also
investigate the point in writing when possible/as possible.
I commit myself to investigate all the points in my life
where I have participated in self pity - so that I change from self-pity to
self-support.
Whenever I see that I am participating in my reality in a
way that I am accepting self-limitation, I stop and I breathe. I realize that I
only have this one life, with the limitation of time and opportunities = so I
rather get this done in my day to day - than to pay with regret later in life
or at death, when it's too late.
I commit myself to investigate all the points where I accept
myself to exist as self-limitation, to move from self-limitation to
self-expansion by applying the tools of writing, self-forgiveness and practical
application in self-honesty.
Whenever I see that I am utilizing reasons and excuses to
not stand up for myself, I stop and I breathe. I realize that any excuse is
self limitation -- it is always about self-honesty, to not compromise myself
and abuse - but to stand as an example of principled living.
I commit myself to stop, investigate and change all the
points where I am self-dishonest - to live free from compromise.
